When is enough, enough?

I have been trapping myself in a world that I personally thought was good. I thought maybe I should shut myself into this world and I will be fine. It's been a year and four months since I last worked and it's been hard. It's never easy to tell your parents that you quit your job. Bills goes unpaid. Credit are limited and everything you had gone within seconds. I have worked all my life to do better and get to a place that I could just be me and relax. It hurts a lot and my stress level went through the roof. I could easily get mad at my family and know that I'm wrong but I just did not want to admit it. I want better but where do I go from being shut in into going back to the real world? I hold in my anger from my issues and then it build up. I still attend my classes at school but I would feel miserable. I told myself and felt I was going to fail. I tried to do my best growing up and never got recognize for it. Life or school. I have come to realize that it was me. I was putting myself down and letting words get the best of me. No one knows me better than myself. I want to cherish my family, friends and those that I care for. And hurting them is hurting myself. I do not want to end up alone. Everyone wants to be with their love ones. I promise to myself from today on, I will be happy. I can accomplish anything I want. I hold my destiny. I want everyone who reads this to find the good things in life and let that give you strength. We all have our own journey, the journey will go where you take it. Near or far...and even beyond our imagination. Believe in yourself. Have a wonderful and thank you for reading.